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Angels To Guide Us

A Catholic Perspective on Angels, Discernment and Spiritual Warfare

Bishop Athanasius Schneider on the Holy Angels

May 23, 2023

The video below contains a wonderful teaching on the holy angels from one of my favorite Bishops, Bishop Athanasius Schneider! Bishop Schneider is a clear and reasoned voice among the Bishops. He has staunchly defended the Society of St. Pius the X (whose services I attend) and the Traditional Latin Mass (TLM). In this video, he speaks eloquently on the holy angels!

(If you're seeing this post in the newsletter and don't see the video, please click here!)

For more on the holy angels, check out the Order of the Canons Regular of the Holy Cross YouTube channel, visit the Opus Angelorum website, or do both :)

Beautiful Picture of Bishop Schneider at Mass
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To learn more on Bishop Schneider's comments on the Society of St. Pius the X (SSPX) please click here. For more on the society please check out them out on YouTube or visit SSPX.org/en!
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The St. Michael Prayer in Latin and English

May 17, 2023


St Michael Prayer In Latin  

Sancte Michael Archangele, defende nos in proelio, contra nequitiam et insidias diaboli esto praesidium. Imperet illi Deus, supplices deprecamur: tuque, princeps militiae caelestis, in virtute Dei, in infernum detrude satanam aliosque spiritus malignos, qui ad perditionem animarum pervagantur in mundo. Amen.

Saint Michael Prayer in English 

Saint Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle, be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil. May God rebuke him, we humbly pray; and do thou, O prince of the heavenly host, by the power of God, cast into hell, Satan and all the evil spirits who prowl about the world seeking the ruin of souls. Amen. 

Learning Latin Prayers

For me, it's much easier to learn a prayer in Latin when I can match up the Latin word or phrase with the English. This is why I always work on learning a new prayer using a side by side or line by line translation like the one below. 

While it's possible to guess the English meaning of some of the Latin when reading the prayers side by side, other lines and phrases can be confusing. If you use Chrome, you can translate the Latin by highlighting a given word or phrase with the Google Translate add-on (here). If you don't use Chrome just google Google Translate and copy and paste.

Side By Side / Line By Line Version (Latin and English)

Sancte Michael Archangele,
Saint Michael the Archangel,
defende nos in proelio,
defend us in battle,
contra nequitiam et insidias diaboli esto praesidium.
be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil.
Imperet illi Deus, supplices deprecamur:
May God rebuke him, we humbly pray;
tuque, princeps militiae caelestis,
and do thou, O prince of the heavenly host,
Satanam aliosque spiritus malignos, qui ad perditionem animarum pervagantur in mundo, divina virtute,
by the power of God, cast into hell, Satan and all the evil spirits who prowl about the earth,
in infernum detrude. Amen. seeking the ruin of souls. Amen.

Why Pray in Latin?

And Pilate wrote a title also, and he put it upon the cross. And the writing was: JESUS OF NAZARETH, THE KING OF THE JEWS.  This title therefore many of the Jews did read: because the place where Jesus was crucified was nigh to the city: and it was written in Hebrew, in Greek, and in Latin. - John 19:19,20 (Douay Rheims Bible)

It commonly said that the devil hates Latin and, in my own experience with prayer, this is absolutely true. Latin (along with Greek and Hebrew) is a sacred language by virtue of its use upon the cross. It is also the language of the Mass.

The angels love the Mass. For me, attending the traditional Latin Mass with an awareness of the presence of the angels is beyond beautiful. When I drop to my knees for the Sanctus, I can almost feel them hovering, gentle and pure, all around us.

At every Holy Mass, heaven is opened for us and we join in the praise and adoration of the Angels who stand night and day before the Throne of God singing unceasingly, “Holy, holy, holy is the Lord God Almighty..." Through the perfection of their praise, the Holy Angels can lead us more deeply into this praise of God and loving communion with Him and His divine Son in the Sacred Liturgy. - The Holy Mass as Communio (Opus Angelorum Circular: Advent 2021)

Holy Communion by Angelo Graf von Courten, 1848-1925.

Printable St. Michael Prayer Card

If you'd like a printable St. Michael English - Latin Prayer Card (as pictured below), please check out the new listing in my Etsy shop here. This is folding prayer card to allow for the English and Latin versions of the prayer (85¢).

Front of the St. Michael English - Latin Prayer Card

Inside of St. Michael English - Latin Prayer Card

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Angels and Unseen Forces

May 10, 2023


I left the New Age and occult in late 2017 and returned to my Catholic faith in early 2020. Much of what happened prior to that was dark. But the funny thing was - I didn't recognize it. 

For me, the New Age was all light and color and feel-good energy. And every time I started to think otherwise, a bright and sparkly new course of study would drop into my lap. This, I told myself, was a sign that I was being guided by unseen forces. Which, of course, I was.

But those forces were not of God. Or His angels.

The Discernment of Spirits

Shortly after my return to the Faith, I discovered "The Rules of St. Ignatius For the Discernment of Spirits." The Rules gave me a tool I could use to understand spiritual influence and where it was coming from.

The Rules are a set of 16th century instructions meant to help us decide if a given experience is from our guardian angel (good spirit) or from the enemy (evil spirit). The first thing I noticed about The Rules was that rule number one was the exact opposite of what the New Age and occult taught.

Almost all New Age and occult teachers tells their students to trust their intuition. But all this really meant was that we were supposed to rely on our emotions. If a spiritual experience felt positive we were told to "trust our intuition" and accept it.

I did this for seven solid years but, while I had some success in business, my life as a whole did not get better. In fact, it got worse.

St. Ignatius helped me understand why that happened.

First Rule. The first Rule: In the persons who go from mortal sin to mortal sin, the enemy is commonly used to propose to them apparent pleasures, making them imagine sensual delights and pleasures in order to hold them more and make them grow in their vices and sins. In these persons the good spirit uses the opposite method, pricking them and biting their consciences through the process of reason. - St. Ignatius, The Rules for Discernment of Spirits 

The sins in my life when I was involved in the occult might not sound all that bad. But if you look at sin as moving away from (rather than towards God), my New Age and occult practices definitely qualified. And the pattern was just as St. Ignatius described.

While I was happy skating from one occult experience to the next, at some point I would always began to feel that whatever it was I was doing wasn't quite right. This I think was my guardian angel giving me poking at my conscience. But before I could figure out exactly what was troubling me, a new spiritual experience would lead me on to some other New Age practice.

That, I believe was the bad angel (or enemy) leading me from sin to sin. Content but deluded. 

The Angel God Promises

He said, “Fear not, for those who are with us are more than those who are with them.” Then Eli′sha prayed, and said, “O Lord, I pray thee, open his eyes that he may see.” So the Lord opened the eyes of the young man, and he saw; and behold, the mountain was full of horses and chariots of fire... - 2 Kings 6:16-17 (Revised Standard Version Catholic Edition)

While a lot of what the New Age has to say about angels is inaccurate, it is right in this: We do have angels to guide us. Each individual, in fact, has a dedicated guardian angel. This is a truth of the Catholic faith that can be found in both the Bible and the catechism. 

According saints like St. Ignatious and St. Thomas Aquinas, our guardian angel communicates with us through our conscience and our imagination. He may inspire us and give us new ideas. Or help us think twice when something is taking us in the wrong direction. 

Very occasionally, our holy guardian angel might even speak aloud. This happened to me just before my oldest son's accident and has happened to lots of other people in similar circumstances. But it is something that only happens on occasion.

To see our angel is even rarer and, to me, that makes sense. 

I have never seen my guardian angel. But I've had dreams and visions about evil spirits, and even though those experiences were deceptive, they made an impressive. Enough of an impression to make me think that if one of God's angels showed themselves to us, it would be very hard to process. 

Which is why, in my opinion, having a vision of God's holy angels is something that is usually reserved for the saints.

Unlike the fallen angels, God's angels aren't quick to provide people with sensory / spiritual experience. But they are with us and they are a source of help and comfort to us all.

There is a LOT more to say about the holy guardian angels. I'll be writing more about the angels as I move forward with my studies. So please check back! 
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  • For specific suggests on how to become closer to our guardian angel please click here.
  • For more about my experience with the demonic, please check out My Testimony or Paranormal Page. 
  • For more about the angels please check out the Opus Angelorum. There is some great free content as well as wonderful books and lectures!
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12 Ways to Deepen Our Friendship with the Angels

May 4, 2023

I decided to invite my guardian angel to pray with me after watching a video by Fr. Matthew Hincks of the Opus Angelorum. In the video, Father shares 12 ways that we can deepen our friendship with the angels. 

In my last post, Praying with the Angels, I promised to share all 12 of Fr. Hincks suggestions so I'm going to do that here. The first suggestion is especially important so I'll have more to say about that below!

The 12 Ways We Can Deepen Our Friendship with the Angels (per Fr. Hincks' video)

  1. Be in a state of grace. As Father says in his video, we can either be in a state of grace with Jesus and His angels or in mortal sin with Satan and his demons. There is no middle ground.
  2. Learn the truth about the holy angels. We can't love those we don't know. This is why it's so important to learn about the angels from reliable Catholic sources.
  3. Strive to do the will of God at all times. Our guardian angel is here to help us do God's will. This should we our goal too.
  4. Practice silence. Silence is the language of God and His angels who customarily speak to us through thoughts, imaginations and feelings. 
  5. Practice listening. When we are silent, we can sift our thoughts and discern (separate or divide) the voice of our guardian angel from from other voices (as taught by St. Ignatius).
  6. Spend time in solitude. When we turn to Scripture, we see that angels almost always come to people when they are alone.
  7. Pray to our guardian angel. The more we pray, the more he can help. 
  8. Pray with our guardian angel. Friends become closer when they share things and prayer is a wonderful thing to share. As Jesus said, when two or three gather in My Name, there I am in the midst of them.
  9. Send our guardian angel to help others. This increases our bond with our guardian angel and may help us realize what he can do.
  10. Practice fasting.  This is the life of the angel. According to Fr. Hinck's demons hate it when we fast.
  11. Have a devotion to Mary, Queen of Angels. Mary can do many things for us but one thing we may not know is that she has the authority to dispatch angelic reinforcements when they are needed.
  12. Thank our guardian angel. We should thank our guardian angel for what he has done and what he will do. This will help us realize how much he loves us.

Why Suggestion #1 is Critical

Being in a state of grace when attempting to deepen our friendship with our guardian angel is the first suggestion given for a reason. It is very important!

When we are in a state of sin we are especially vulnerable to evil spirits and their deceptions. During my time in the New Age and occult, I practiced divination (a first commandment sin). This opened a door to the demonic. As a result, I believed I was connecting with God's angels when I was not.

But divination is not the only sin that can affect us. All sin muddies the water of our intellect (as stated by Fr. Chad Ripperger and others) and makes spiritual discernment difficult if not impossible. 

Fortunately, there is a solution.

The sacraments of the Catholic church can return us to a state of grace. 

The sacraments are baptism, confirmation, the Eucharist, penance and reconciliation, the annointing of the sick, matrimony and holy orders. For me, confession and receiving the Eucharist are particularly powerful!

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  • To get Fr. Hincks' two part conference "The Guardian Angel and Our Spiritual Life" (which includes the full teaching on 12 ways to deepen our friendship with the Angels), please click here.
  • To read about my experience praying with the angels, please see Praying with the Angels!
  • For more on the Opus Angelorum, please see their website here.



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Praying with the Angels

April 22, 2023

Print in my room. 
“Each one of us, even the poorest of the poor, has angels watching over him. The angels are glorious, pure and splendid, but they have been given to us as companions along the way of life. They have the task of watching over you all, so that you do not stray away from Christ, your Lord.” - Pope Pius XII, October 3, 1958 

Praying Alone 

I have a print of Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane hanging in my bedroom. And even though the trials I face are nothing compared to His, on a level, I can identify.

While Jesus prayed, on the eve of His crucifixion, his disciples slept. He knew what it was like to pray without human company. And, so do I.

I do understand, of course, that God is always listening. Just like I know He is always there when we pray. Sometimes I feel His presence and sometimes I don't. And when I don't, I can't help wishing that there were other people there to pray with me. 

Unfortunately, there are no family prayers in our house and no immediate possibility of them either. Or so I thought.

Because now, thanks to the Opus Sanctorum Angelorum (Work of the Holy Angels), I'm starting to see prayer in a different way. 

My New Course of Study

The Opus Angelorum (or OA) promotes devotion to the holy angels through Church approved spiritual formation. The Order offers a 12 month home study course with access to priests and religious if needed, various retreat locations, a nice selection of books and media, and a path to consecration at a nearby OA event.

Everything I've received from the OA so far is wonderful. This includes monthly Formation Letters, prayer cards and related books and booklet. Some of which are pictured below.

I'll be sharing more on what I'm learning in future posts. But in this one I want to talk about something I heard in a video by OA associated Fr. Matthew Hincks. 

The video explains the 12 ways you can grow with the angels. While all 12 suggestions were excellent, there was one that really stuck with me.

A New Way to Pray

I'll write out the 12 suggestions in my next blog post because it is my intent incorporate all of them into my life. But this morning I'm focusing on number eight, which I have already tried.

Pray with your Holy Guardian Angel.

Note the wording here. Fr. Hinck does not say that we should pray to our guardian angel (though we certainly can pray to him - provided we understand the difference between angels and God). Instead, Father is telling us to pray with our guardian angel. 

Fr. Hinck goes on to remind us that when two or three are gathered together in His name, Our Lord is present. For me, the idea that my guardian angel can serve as a companion in prayer was a revelation. So this morning, when I prayed the Rosary, I asked my guardian angel to pray along with me and then I asked the angels of various family members to join in. 

By the time we got to the Salve Regina, there was an entire company of us, there in my room praying. And I felt myself to be in wonderful company.

You can get Fr. Hinck's full teaching on this topic (Twelve Steps to a Living Friendship with the Guardian Angel) on the Opus Angelorum website for $4. I just picked it up and have already listened to it twice!

For where there are two or three gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.  - Matthew 18:20 (Douay-Rheims Bible)
Material from the OA.
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For more on the Opus Angelorum, please visit OpusAngelorum.org There is a lot of great free content on the website!
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The Pope's Exorcist (movie review)

April 19, 2023

Russell Crowe in the Pope's Exorcist 

Russell Crowe (of Gladiator fame) is an unlikely Fr. Gabriel Amorth. But he portray Fr. Amorth in the newly released film, "The Pope's Exorcist" anyway. 

The late Fr. Amorth was chief exorcist for the Diocese of Rome and the founder of International Association of Exorcists. He wrote a number of wonderful books and I have read all of them. In other words, I'm a huge fan. So I was prepared to hate Crowe's portrayal of the saintly Fr. Amorth. But I actually didn't. 

In my opinion, Crowe did a good job overall. He made the occasional joke (as did the real Fr. Amorth) and, to my untrained ear, his Italian accent (and Latin) was good. He did not try to be Fr. Amorth but he did try to build a likable character and I think he succeeded.

Anti-Catholic Elements in the Film

My main concern about the film was not that it would be badly acted but that it would be strongly anti-Catholic, in the way of some other movies (like Prey for the Devil). And I wasn't the only the only one who expressed that concern 

Prior to the release of the film, the International Association of Exorcists made this observation on the trailer for "The Pope's Exorcist:"

...the Vatican environments, painted with the usual proven range of chiaroscuro colors, give the film a "Da Vinci Code" effect, for instill in the public the usual doubt: who is the real enemy? The devil or the ecclesiastical "power"? - Comunicato Stampa / Press Release – About the trailer for the film: “The Pope's Exorcist” (The International Association of Exorcists)

There WAS a Vatican conspiracy storyline in the film, as I discuss in my podcast episode, below. But it was focused mostly on the past. Also, as part of the larger plot of the movie, some clergy opposed Fr. Amorth because they didn't believe in evil spirits (or even necessarily evil). But the movie did not suggest that these clergy were the majority. 

While the trailer for "The Pope's Exorcist" did seem to suggest a very strong anti-Vatican conspiracy, it turned out to be a relatively minor plot point. The actual movie, in my opinion, was not wildly anti-Catholic. And I suspect that if any of the members of the International Association of Exorcists watch it, they will probably agree.

But they were right about the special effects.

The Problem with Special Effects

We conclude these brief considerations with a reference to the so-called "special effects" , inevitable in every film dedicated to the theme of diabolical possession. As has already happened in other films, everything is exaggerated, with striking physical and verbal manifestations, typical of horror films. Now, this way of narrating Don Amorth's exorcistic experience, in addition to being contrary to historical reality, distorts and falsifies what is truly lived and experienced during the exorcism of truly possessed people whom we, Catholic exorcists, celebrate according to the directives given by the Church. In addition, he is offensive towards the state of suffering in which those who are victims of an extraordinary action of the devil find themselves. - Comunicato Stampa / Press Release – About the trailer for the film: “The Pope's Exorcist” (The International Association of Exorcists)

Sadly, this seems to be what the public wants or what Hollywood thinks it wants. The biggest problem I have with this type of film is that it portrays the devil not necessarily as more powerful than he is in fact, but as far less subtle. 

There is a real danger in believing that Satan is obvious or clumsy - which we will discuss this in future posts.

In summary, I did not hate "The Pope's Exorcist" and wouldn't tell anyone (over 18 and not triggered by cursing and violence) that they shouldn't watch it. But I would encourage them to read what the real Fr. Amorth had to say about Satan.

To listen to my full review on the movie including some discussion of the sacramental of exorcism please check out the podcast below or find my podcast "New Age To Catholic" on most popular podcast apps.

Or, if you prefer, you can watch video episode of the podcast below (and follow my channel YouTube.com/c/barbaragraver if so inclined):


  • To read two of my favorite books by Fr. Amorth, please check out An Exorcist Explains the Demonic or Father Amorth: My Battle Against Satan (affiliate links).
  • To read the original statement by the International Society of Exorcists or support it in its very important work please visit their website (there is an English option for this particular page).
  • If you speak Italian, you can watch the documentary the Association discusses in their press release here. 

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Who Are the "Glorious Ones" in 2 Peter and Jude?

April 11, 2023

In this post we'll be talking about two Bible passages that warn us about the mysterious beings called the "glorious ones." We'll try to figure out who the ancient writers (Saints Peter and Jude) are talking about and what they were actually saying about.  

Here are the passages:

But false prophets also arose among the people, just as there will be false teachers among you, who will secretly bring in destructive opinions, even denying the Master who bought them, bringing upon themselves swift destruction.... Bold and willful, they are not afraid to slander the glorious ones, whereas angels, though greater in might and power, do not bring against them a slanderous judgment from the Lord. - 2 Peter 2:1,9,10, New Revised Standard Version Catholic Edition (NRSV-CE)

Yet in like manner, these men [false teachers] in their dreamings defile the flesh, reject authority, and revile the glorious ones. But when the archangel Michael, contending with the devil, disputed about the body of Moses, he did not presume to pronounce a reviling judgment upon him, but said, “The Lord rebuke you.” But these men revile whatever they do not understand, and by those things that they know by instinct as irrational animals do, they are destroyed. - Jude 8-10 (NRSV-CE)

What Are These Passages Saying?

The passages above are very similar. Each is about untrustworthy teachers who are making false statements about the "glorious ones." Both saints are clear in saying that these teachers will be destroyed.

Both authors go on to remind us of other sinners punished by God. Fallen angels are mentioned in each account.

For if God did not spare the angels when they sinned, but cast them into hell and committed them to pits of nether gloom to be kept until the judgment; if he did not spare the ancient world, but preserved Noah, a herald of righteousness, with seven other persons, when he brought a flood upon the world of the ungodly; if by turning the cities of Sodom and Gomor′rah to ashes he condemned them to extinction and made them an example to those who were to be ungodly... then the Lord knows how to rescue the godly from trial, and to keep the unrighteous under punishment until the day of judgment... - 2 Peter 4-6,10 (NRSV-CE)

Now I desire to remind you, though you were once for all fully informed, that he who saved a people out of the land of Egypt, afterward destroyed those who did not believe. And the angels that did not keep their own position but left their proper dwelling have been kept by him in eternal chains in the nether gloom until the judgment of the great day; just as Sodom and Gomor′rah and the surrounding cities, which likewise acted immorally and indulged in unnatural lust, serve as an example by undergoing a punishment of eternal fire. - Jude 5-7 (NRSV-CE)

These passages suggest that God will punish the false teachers for "denying the master" who is Christ. But both authors also obviously believe that slandering the glorious ones is a dangerous game. 

According to St. Peter the false teachers "are not afraid to slander the glorious ones, whereas angels, though greater in might and power, do not bring against them a slanderous judgment from the Lord." St. Jude points out that not even St. Michael dared to slander the devil, during their dispute over the body of Moses.

Who are the Glorious Ones?

The ancient (intended) audience of these epistles would have probably known exactly who the glorious ones were, but we do not and the passages are fascinating for that reason alone. There is a mystery here that hints at things lost, or at least partially lost, in the mists of time.

This post, however, focuses on how these passages are relevant in the present day. 

This is what I have come up with:

  1. The glorious ones are angels. If they were not, the analogy about St. Michael refusing to slander the devil (a fallen angel) wouldn't make sense. 
  2. The glorious ones seem to be associated with fallen angels (who are mentioned often in the texts) or angels of a particular rank or both. The rank in question could be the rank of Lucifer (before the fall) - a higher rank than that of St. Michael. I think the glorious ones are very likely fallen and probably high ranking.
  3. Both saints agree that teaching a false doctrine about angels is unwise and that offending the angels, or these particular angels anyway, is a very bad idea. While the punishment of God is mentioned it seems that the authors are also talking about demonic retaliation.

These passages support some things we already know about demons and self-styled exorcisms and lay people trying to command demons. But they also have a very specific message for anyone who teaches (or writes or talks) about angels.

Be wary.

But are we?

A search of the keyword "angel cards" yields over 6000 results on Amazon. A search for "angel guides" yields over 10,000. Paranormal romance categories on Amazon include both "angel" and "demon." And more content like this is being produced every day.

Are angels and demons accurately represented in any of this material? 

Does it matter?

According to Scripture, it does. 

The Bible on Demons

How you are fallen from heaven, O Day Star, son of Dawn! How you are cut down to the ground, you who laid the nations low! You said in your heart, “I will ascend to heaven; I will raise my throne above the stars of God; I will sit on the mount of assembly on the heights of Zaphon; I will ascend to the tops of the clouds, I will make myself like the Most High.” - Isaiah 14:12-14 (NRSV-CE)

Satan fell because of pride. That pride is clearly described in Isaiah (above). It is apparent that Lucifer wanted to be like God. Because of this envy, Lucifer becomes Satan (in Hebrew Ha-Satan, the adversary) and rebels against heaven taking a third of the angels with him (Rev 12:4).

St. Michael and the good angels, however, took as their war cry "Who is like God?" And St. Michael's name (מיכאל‎ / Mikha'el) asks the very same question-in direct opposition, in my opinion, to the angels who fell.

The good angels weren't. and aren’t, proud. They don't want to take the place of God or disobey him or (in case you were wondering) be involved in divination which He has expressly forbidden in Scripture.

And I'm pretty sure that they don't want to be glamorized in popular books or media either. Demons, however, are another story entirely.

Are demons offended by the fact that most popular material about angels gets just about everything wrong? I'm not sure, but I do think it gets their attention. And (as I have learned firsthand) that attention has a serious backlash. Always.

But there is a more important consideration. Directing our spiritual practices or our creative work toward demons is a form of sacrifice. And this profoundly offends God. 

They sacrificed to demons, not God, to deities they had never known... You were unmindful of the Rock that bore you; you forgot the God who gave you birth. The Lord saw it, and... spurned his sons and daughters. He said: I will hide my face from them, I will see what their end will be; for they are a perverse generation, children in whom there is no faithfulness. - Deuteronomy 32:17-20 (NRSV-CE)

Or, as St. Peter reminds us, "the Lord knows how to rescue the godly from trial, and to keep the unrighteous under punishment until the day of judgment..."

God, then, has no problem dividing the godly from the unrighteous. The only question is, on what side of the line do we intend to be?

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Why I Renamed My Blog (Angels To Guide Us)

April 7, 2023

I've been waffling on this blog and the general direction I should take with my other writing projects for a while now but today, on this Good Friday, things finally fell into place. So I decided to narrow my focus - from all things spiritual to angels - and changed the name of the blog to match. 

I will still continue with traditional Catholic spiritual formation on my own but angels, discernment and spiritual warfare will be my primary focus here on the blog. 

Blogging on Angels

One great thing about blogging on angels is that I have a LOT of study materials already. These include some very good Catholic books (including the Bible), online videos and DVDs, the Opus Angelorum website and more. 

In addition to blogging on what I'm learning, I will be posting a book list and various spiritual warfare resources including prayers in both Latin and English. I will also be sharing some of my own experience from my time in the New Age and occult. 

The books I'm reading right now are Dominion by Fr. Chad Ripperger and The Angels: In Catholic Teaching and Tradition by Fr. Pascale Parente. I'm really just getting started. There is a lot to learn!

One reason I want to focus on angels is because various New Age practices like "angel meditation" and "angel card reading" are very widespread. While a lot of this stuff seems harmless, it can have serious spiritual and psychological consequences. 

Spiritual Deception and the New Age

I'll have more to say on all of this but I'd like to close this post with a (kind of fuzzy) video of me at the height of my deception.

The video was recorded eleven years ago. I had just changed the name of my blog from the Mystic Review to the New Age Review as I went from tarot cards to "angel" cards. 

I was already deeply involved with the demonic and believed that switching from tarot to "angel" cards was stepping away from the darkness of the occult. It seems foolish now, but it is a very common way of thinking that was widely promoted by Doreen Virtue (who is now an Evangelical) and others.

I ended up changing the name of the blog back to the Mystic Review because I liked it better but I continued to "work with my angels" off and until 2017. The whole new-agey angel thing may seem harmless and kind of silly, but (just like Ouija boards and Wiccan circles) it throws open the door to the demonic. In my case, it led directly to mediumship and witchcraft and some very dark expereinces.

I'll say more about "angel" card reading in the weeks ahead. It is wrong on many different levels but what strikes me most about this video is how offensive such things must be to God and His Holy Angels.

PLEASE NOTE: Aside from the part about my dog and moving, none of what I say in this video is true!

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To read my online testimony about my experience in the New Age and occult, please click here. 
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Of Angels and Demons

March 20, 2023

My Experience with Light and Dark   

I've toggled between light and dark enough, over the course of my life, for it to become a theme for me.  And angels and demons are part of that theme.  

Largely because I believe that I've had experience with both.   

I believe, for example, that I've felt the influence of my guardian angel on several occasions.  And I'm quite sure that I dealt with the demonic directly, and repeatedly, during my time in the occult.

I have tried (on multiple occasions) to write a full account of those experiences.  But I've failed to finish that book.

So I decided to put a condensed version up here on the blog.  That may well be the end of that particular story.  But my interest in light and dark persists.  

Learning About Angels and Demons

I've been reading about angels ever since I came back to the faith.  My reference, right now, is Catholic exorcist, Fr. Chad Ripperger's excellent book Dominion (affiliate link).

In Dominion, Fr. Ripperger breaks down the the teachings of "angel saint" (and flat-out genius) Thomas Aquinas on the topic of angels and demons.  And Ripperger does so in a way that sacrifices nothing.

Or that's my sense of it anyway.  I can't really know for sure because I find the writings of St. Thomas difficult.  Dominion on the other hand is perfectly readable.  Though this does NOT mean the book is a breeze (or at least it isn't for me).

For me, reading Dominion is a little like reading a textbook and, as with many textbooks, the only way I can really be sure I'm not missing anything is by taking notes as I go.  This way of working through a book is slow going, however, and my wrist has been hurting lately  - so I had set Dominion aside.

Then an interesting thing happened.  

Talking About Angels

This week, I received a Facebook message from someone I had done a bit of Internet radio with when I was still in the New Age and occult.   In the message I found a series of questions about my current beliefs. One in particular stood out.

"Do you still work with the angels?"  

So I responded as best I could - basing much of what I said on what I'd learned from Fr. Ripperger's book.

I should get back to that book, I thought, and maybe I would have.  Or maybe not.

Then, as luck or providence would have it, I finished writing out my response and went for a walk.  I was only a few blocks from the house when I noticed a book lying on the pavement in front of me.  It was a Chicken Soup for the Soul book.  

I'm not really a huge a fan of the series but the title did catch my attention.  

"Believe in Angels."

I already do, I thought, though probably not in the way this particular book suggests.  

Later that day I shared a picture of the Chicken Soup angel book with the person who'd sent the questions.  She  felt certain I was meant to read it.  But it's my practice, as of late, to stick with books that are true to the faith.

So I went back to Dominion, sore wrist and all, and began to take notes.



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A Biblical Look at St. Michael, the Archangel

March 2, 2023

About This Image 

The image above is a colorized version of "Saint Michael" by Italian master Guido Reni (1575–1642).  This image is featured on the St. Michael printable prayer card available in my Etsy shop, Catholic Book And Card.  For the card, I tinted the original paint to the vivid blue associated with Saint Michael (as shown above).

Saint Michael in the Bible

Saint Michael, is one of three archangels the Bible mentions by name (the others being Saints Raphael and  Gabriel). Saint Michael is mentioned four times - twice in the Old Testament, and two more times in the new.  

The first reference is in the Book of Daniel. In Chapter 10 St. Michael comes to comfort Daniel after he has had a vision, and promises to be his helper in all things. In Daniel 12, St. Michael is called "the great prince who standeth for the children of Thy people."

In these references St. Michael is shown to support Israel during the seventy years of the Babylonian captivity. In writing about St. Michael Daniel, strove to show his people that God had not forgotten them, and remind them that even in bondage they had a royal champion. In St. Jude 9, we are told that Michael disputed with the devil over the body of Moses - an episode not mentioned elsewhere in the Bible.

In the Revelation (Chapter 12) we find the most dramatic reference to St. Michael. Here St. John recounts the great battle in Heaven, when the wicked angels under Lucifer revolt against God. In this passage, Michael, leading the faithful angels, defeats the hosts of evil and drives them out. 

Because of this victory, St. Michael is revered in Catholic tradition and liturgy as the protector of the Church. 

Michael's battle against the rebel angels has been painted by many artists (one such painting serves as the main banner of this blog). It has been written about various writers, as well, including the poet Milton in book 6 of Paradise.  

In the Eastern Church, St. Michael is placed over all the angels, as prince of the Seraphim. And, in Asia Minor, many curative springs were dedicated to him.

St. Michael is a powerful figure in spiritual warfare. He is considered to be the special patron of the sick, police officers, the military, the state of Israel and the Catholic Church.  St. Michael's emblems are a banner, a sword, a dragon, and scales. 

St. Michael's name is a variation of Micah, which asks (in Hebrew), "Who is like God?"  It is the same question posed by Moses in Exodus 15:1-11. The passage, also called the Song of the Sea, is thought to be a very old section of Scripture that can still be heard today in the Mi Kamocha of Jewish worship:

Who is like You among the gods, Adonai? Who is like you? Glorious in holiness, awesome in praises...

About Michaelmas

Today September 29th is St. Michael’s feast day. During the middle ages this day - known as Michaelmas - was a holy day of obligation.  

In 1969, the Novus Ordo Calendar added combined the feasts of St. Gabriel and St. Raphael with St. Michael's and discontinued the individual feasts of the archangels. Traditional Latin Mass congregations using the pre 1962 liturgical calendar keep the original dates for all three feasts.  So, for me, this is St. Michael's day alone.

The SSPX (Society of St. Pius the X) devotional newsletter suggests that today is a good day to read the proper of the Mass of St. Michael, as found in the traditional missal.  The newsletter also encourages us to "pray to St. Michael when temptations arise, especially those related to abuses of the internet, radio, and telephone." 

The St. Michael Prayer

The Saint Michael Prayer is an amazing prayer for spiritual warfare.  The abridged version (below) is short and easy to memorize and it can be said anytime you are feeling in need of spiritual protection.  The prayer was written in Oct. 1, 1884 by Pope Leo XIII following a disturbing mystical experience at Mass.

The Pope had just finished celebrating Mass when he suddenly stood transfixed in front of the altar as if in a trance, his face drained of color. Once recovered, he went to his office and composed a prayer to St. Michael. He told his staff the prayer should be offered throughout the Church.

Pope Leo told others that he had heard two voices which he believed to voices of Our Lord and of Satan. The Pope heard Satan boast that he could destroy the Church in 75 or 100 years, if given the opportunity. Then he heard Our Lord give Satan permission to make the attempt.

The prayer was recited after Low Mass in the Catholic Church from 1886 until it was discontinued in 1964. Thirty years later, in his Regina Coeli address, Pope John Paul II said, “Although the prayer is no longer recited at the end of Mass, I ask every one not to forget it and to recite it to obtain help in the battle against the forces of darkness and against the spirit of the world.”

I'm happy to say that, at the SSPX Chapel I attend, the priest leads the faithful in the prayer to St. Michael after each and every Mass!

Saint Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle. Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil. May God rebuke him, we humbly pray; and do Thou, O Prince of the Heavenly Host - by the power of God - cast into hell, Satan and all the evil spirits, who roam about the world seeking the ruin of souls. Amen. 

To purchase the St. Michael printable prayer card (75¢ US) please check out my Etsy listing here.

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Cemeteries, Demons & EVPs

February 27, 2023


There was a time when I was fascinated with cemeteries.  When I was involved in paranormal investigation and mediumship, in fact, they were my favorite place for recording EVPs and taking spirit photos.  

So it's not surprising really that while other people's Memorial Day trips to the cemetery were all about remembering their loved ones, my focus was on talking to spirits.

A Paranormal Memorial Day


There was one Memorial Day in particular when I visited the cemetery where my family was buried.  I had the best of intentions.  I'd even brought begonias to plant.  

But before those begonias were even in the ground, I'd began to think about spirits.

I didn't have the recorder I liked to use for paranormal investigation with me so I decided to take a picture and look for orbs. But when I pulled out my fully charged phone, it abruptly shut down. 

I'd fried my old phone, trying to take the spirit photo, a year or two earlier..  This current phone was the replacement. So I was annoyed that I'd even taken it out of the car.  Annoyed but not afraid.  Because it was my belief then that nothing on "the other side" could possibly hurt me.

I tried to restart my phone with no luck at all.  So I decided to leave and check it phone again a few miles away from the cemetery. 

Driving away, I felt the a presence with me in the car.  It wasn't a peaceful presence.  Instead it felt jangly and hyper.  I had the sense that there were multiple spirits present.  There was a giddy kind of energy that I found disturbing.

But, because of my occult belief system, I pushed my sense of unease aside, and decided to having a conversation.  I told the spirits about what I was up to, asked for advice and waited for a response.

A few moments later, my phone turned back on.  I plugged in the auxiliary cable and started to listen to the audio book I'd played on my way to the cemetery but all I heard was static.  In between the bursts of interference I heard the word 'path.'  Thinking of my question, I decided to take that word as a go.

Because everything, when it came to spirit communication, was always a go. 

Back to the Cemetery 

The first rule: in persons who are going from mortal sin to mortal sin, the enemy is ordinarily accustomed to propose apparent pleasures to them, leading them to imagine sensual delights and pleasures in order to hold them more and make them grow in their vices and sins.  - The Rules of St. Ignatius


Since my phone was now working, I turned the car around and went back to the cemetery to try to capture some orbs.  A part of me was hoping to receive more information from the spirits as well.

By the time I got back to the cemetery the spirits were no longer talking.  So I took a few photos and left.  On the way home, my audio book played clearly through the stereo speakers.  My phone continued to function.

I don't even remember now, what kind of advice I asked for that day.  But whatever it was I'm quite sure I took it heart.  

It never occurred to me then that the spirits who spoke to me might not have my best interests at heart.  Even though the so-called guidance I received over and over during my years in the occult only served to lead me from sin to sin.  

Just as St. Ignatius said.

May God protect us all!  



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For more on the topic, please visit my Paranormal Investigation page.
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Real EVP & Why Paranormal Investigation is Dangerous (Podcast)

February 14, 2023

In this episode of my podcast, I share my thoughts on paranormal investigation and a short but very clear EVP.  While I know that a lot of people investigate the paranormal with the best of intentions, in my experience paranormal investigation was a gateway to the occult. 

For more on paranormal investigation and phenomena, please check out my paranormal page.  To follow my podcast, just look for New Age To Catholic on your favorite podcast app or visit my podcast page at NewAgeToCatholic.com.

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A Catholic Friendly Approach to Ghosts

January 20, 2023

I  talk about the paranormal and paranormal investigation on my Paranormal page. But I'd like to share some specific recommendations here, as well. 

A Word on Ghosts 

While the Church has no definitive teaching on ghosts, many Catholics (including Church sanctioned exorcists and demonologists) believe that human spirits can contact the living - with the express permission of God - in order to ask for prayer or to make simple amends.

And this is it.

If a spirit tries to feed you information, initiates a relationship or attempts any kind of ongoing communication it is ALWAYS demonic. 

For more on the topic, I recommend the book Purgatory Explained By the Lives and Legends of the Saints by Fr. F.X. Schopppe, S.J. (affiliate link) which bears an 1893 Imprimatur.  This book shares many stories of souls in purgatory who asked the saints for prayer.  While ordinary people rarely get such requests, it does happen.

Spirits may appear in dreams, visions or as dark shapes or shadows.  There may be a strong feeling of being watched, unexplained sounds or any other phenomena for which there is no apparent explanation.

Paranormal investigation may lead to an increase in this kind of activity because investigators may unintentionally attract evil spirits.  I do not recommend it.

A Catholic Friendly Approach

If you feel you've had a visitation or have encountered a presence in your house, get the house blessed by a Catholic priest (or the faith leader of your denomination).  If phenomena persists or reoccurs, it's a good idea to contact that priest again.

Initiating contact with spirits is NEVER a good idea.  Consider the following as an appropriate response to any unusual phenomena you experience:

  1. Make a good confession, go to Mass and receive Holy Communion. 
  2. Ask you parish priest to bless your home or location.
  3. Utilize the prayers from Fr. Chad Ripperger's Deliverance Prayers for the Laity (affiliate link) as recommended in the book.
  4. Put blessed holy objects in every room and hang a blessed crucifix over all outside doors.
  5. Utilize sacramentals like holy water and exorcized salt.
  6. Pray the Rosary daily in a central part of the house. Aloud if possible.  If you understand Latin, pray at least some of the Rosary in Latin.*
  7. Play Gregorian chant (sung by actual Catholic monks) in your home. Playing this softly in your room at night is also helpful.
  8. Pray for the departed loved one you may have encountered and the Holy souls in purgatory. Arrange for a Mass for that loved one if possible.

Please note.  You do NOT have to be Catholic in order to pray for the Holy souls in purgatory.  Demons are always looking for a way to tempt us (often by making us feel special or popular or privy to some sort of secret knowledge).  

Given half a chance they WILL outsmart us.  

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*If you're interested in learning the Rosary in Latin, I have Latin-English Rosary printable trifold in my Etsy shop for $1.25 USD. You can see it here. 

Please check out my podcast on the dangers of the paranormal featuring an actual EVP I recorded when I was a paranormal investigator here.

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The St. Benedict Medal and Protection from Evil Spirits

January 7, 2023

St. Benedict medal and materials from Christ the King Priory.  

Where I Got My Saint Benedict Medal 

I decided to get a St. Benedict Medal after I heard Catholic exorcist Fr. Chad Ripperger recommend it on YouTube.  It was important for me to get a medal that was already blessed so I decided to order mine from the St. Benedict Center at Christ the King Priory a Benedictine monastery, mission and retreat center in Schuyler, Nebraska, US.  

The material and Medal I received from the priory is pictured above.  I chose a smaller sized gold plated Medal. It is very nice, as you can see from the pictures, and was only $10 plus shipping. This is the direct link to order a medal. (Please note, I have no financial relationship with the priory!)

About The Jubilee Medal of St. Benedict

The power of St. Benedict is revealed in this small object that has been fostered by his spiritual sons many years.  Marvelous is the aid which the St. Benedict Medal affords to its devout wearers in the manifold necessities of soul and body. (From the pamphlet included with the Medal as pictured below)

One of the primary protections of the St. Benedict Medal is that it is believed to protect against evil spirits. 

Material and pamphlet I received

Origin and Explanation of the Medal

St. Benedict (born at Nursia, Italy, in 480 AD) had a profound veneration for the holy cross and for our Savior Crucified.  In virtue of the Sign of the Cross, he wrought many miracles and exercised great power over the spirits of darkness.  In consequence of the great veneration in which St. Benedict was held from the early Middle Ages, it followed that a Medal was struck. (From the Pamphlet included with the Medal)

Meaning of the Latin 

The front of the Medal shows St. Benedict holding a cross and the rule that he wrote to guide his own monastery. This rule is still in use today in Benedictine monasteries around the world. 

Around the image of St. Benedict are these words in Latin:  "May his presence protect us in the hour of death."  St. Benedict has ever been the patron of the dying, because of the circumstances attending his own most glorious death, for he breathed forth his soul while standing in prayer before the Most Blessed Sacrament. (From the Pamphlet included with the Medal) 

The Letters on the Other Side of the Medal 

On the cross side of the medal we find the letters C S S M L - N D S M D, initials of the words Crux sacra sit mihi lux! Numquam draco sit mihi dux! The English translation for this is, "May the holy cross be my light! May the dragon never be my overlord!"). The large C S P B stand for Crux Sancti Patris Benedicti or "The Cross of [our] Holy Father Benedict."  This letters are pictured in my St. Benedict medal below.  

The other side of my medal
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